whats crackalackin? i'm back with my bullshit that you willingly choose to read for whatever reason!! actually, i dont know if anyone does read these. for the most part i use it as a record to keep track of my days and stuff, the songs i liked that week, etc. but if you are reading this, and you arent me, hello!! y'know, that makes me sound like a loser, which. isn't entirely wrong. ya know those things where its like "oh use 3 words to describe yourself!!" i think thats dumb. how should i know how to describe myself, thats bias if ya ask me. plus, it's more fun for people to fuck around and find out what i'm like anyway.
freshman year went by too fast. some people say "if i could redo everything i would" but i think thats stupid. if you did everything differently, you wouldn't be who you are today. which is why i don't regret anything. it just holds people down in a bunch of "what if" scenarios. ya gotta work with what you can do now instead of what you didnt do then. i'll be honest, this probably sounds corny but i could care less. it's just the truth. you're never going to get anywhere if you keep lying in bed thinking "i should have done that." whatever happened to thinking for yourself? you can learn from your mistakes and make sure they don't happen in the future, but wanting to change the past is literally just mindless.
sorry for that whole rant, but i. i just get so pissed when people say stuff like that. it's not some madoka magica shit with alternate timelines. people need to realize that their time here is limited and they only get one shot at it, so make the most of it. i just wish people would wake up and stop doing nothing to change their lives. organizing and forming unions is actually what they don't want you to do. because it works. getting your life together is something they want to avoid so they can keep milking money out of your suffering. i'm gonna go now, just some food for thought. check out never say never by the linda lindas.