03-29-25

TW for mentions of bloodwork, not sure if that's triggering 4 anyone but i wanna b on teh safe side

this week has been interesting, not in like, a bad way or anything though. i'm just. i dunno. getting bloodwork done in 2 days, so that's something. apparently might b lacking shitloads of vitamins. i mean, it explains a lot but at the same time it's like "woah man.. that's a bit of a stretch" (its nawt) mai mom told me im going to my friends borthday party literally the day b4 T_T which i'm nawt complaining about but ya coulda told me sooner, ya know?? she always tells me things either right before or the day of and it ticks me off because i like to know things b4hand.

decided to check out disintegration by the cure tdy, not bad. although it's a bit slow 4 mai liking. i hate warm weather with a passion. i don't mean like 60 degrees, but anything above 72 is diabolical.. what do you mean i can't wear my hoodie everywhere??? (i still do anyway :P) summers are absolutely torturous though, which is why i try to stay inside to the best of my ability when i can. it's wayy too humid and sticky to do anything fun without feeling gross. plus, in a binder doesn't make 4 a gr8 combo. in teh summerz i mainly just sit in mai room like a dork and do any of the following; blast music till' my ears are ringing, watch mcr interviews for the 30000th time, make kandi, sleep, and/or draw dumb shit lawl.

some albums remind me of seasons and i can't explain, like bullets by mcr is such a fall album while like dude ranch by blink is definitely a spring album. some days just feel like certain albums too, i don't know if there's some sort of science behind it or whatever, hell, maybe i'm just going crazy. probably a bit of both to be honest. shit's goin' by wayy too fast. think i ate moldy crackers today, maybe not. couldn't tell if it was flour or mold after the fact but i don't really care, can't really put them back anywai. i fuckin' love root beer, favorite soda by far. unironically best drink, maybe behind apple juice.

gonna call it quits 4 this one, check out apple shampoo by blink-182, hey, that rhymes.